Okay this has been my first good day since 2 weeks I guess.
Non but normal ride to school and to the city.
Didn’t eat quite much today.
I skipped dinner because I was mad.
I wanted to cook and eat chicken. So instead I decided to eat nothing.
Still thinking of getting something as dinner, maybe some salad or grilled cheese
I wont be talking about the last couple days
I ate much and more and even much more
I started with this abs thing I do everyday
In the morning, afternoon and evening.
My reality is gone so I have no idea how fat I actually am.
And its confusing this way.
Starved all day
Ate a lot in the evening
Going to do some abs before sleep.
I’m not going to count calories ‘cause it will make me feel bad
A typical Saturday
Saturday means fresh bread
I love that
Haven’t done much exercise
Did some abs.
Mostly I’ve been cleaning my body.
I had a full pizza. I hate myself for that. But it tasted so good.. God.
I’m thinking to make ham and cheese toast.
Somewhere I just need some more food, because I feel too weak at this moment.
I can feel the low amount of calories and food when I eat, the nicotine strikes a lot harder in my head and body.
Tonight is pizza night and my dad brought really nice pizza’s.
They are about 140kcal per portion. So I don’t know what to do.
I’ll probably eat a little too much.
A little bit of abs
~ 7 minutes
Cycling to school and the city
~ 60 minutes
This was a very good first day.